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okay..so here we go.
there is this girl..and she went to
the bar league game..because...she
is in love with my brother. which
i dont think is such a good idea because
she has a..uh....really really really...uh..really
bad history...uh...i really dont like what she does for
fun..and so we were at the bar league games
[teal and myself b/c i didnt wanna go alone]
and damn good thing i didnt because these
people start yelling at each other..
and blah blah blah..it was funny..yet scary..
then the girl that likes jake who was mearly
sticking up for her friend started to cry...
oh my freakin lord!
so then teal and i leave to go stand by
jakes car where it was quieter..and safe...er
but it wasnt long before she* came over to put
her blanket in her car which was so
convien..uhh....yent-ly parked next to my brothers
so being the lovely person i am i ask her:
you okay?
i wanted to take it back right away
because then it started a 1 and a half hour
conversation about how she didnt know why
she was crying because she sat through her
best friends funeral..boyfriends funeral..and
some relatives funeral without crying and someone
was just shot at the corner of her street.. now this
just pisses her off so bad..and she tells me and teal
about all her horrible nights..and what the fight
was really about and how she hates tony
trost..i was like..well i got someone who feels
the same then she was like..oh yeah..andie is your
friend huh? im like yeah. and teal was like yeah.
then she kept talking and i really really dont like
the fact of how she is soooo twitterpaited and how
she drives 35 minutes whenever she thinks she might
see him ... and anytime he says ANYTHING to her
she gets sooo happy! i was like ahhhhk!
so then she is like..okay will it bother you if i smoke?
i was like..uhhh no.....teal said no too..so then she
lit up and i non-chalantly shut my brothers car door so
he doesnt get bitched out for it smelling like smoke..
and she keeps going..and going..and going...until it was 1140
or something and HOLY CRAP SHE HAD TO GET GOING
then she decided she loved me so much that she
wants to talk to me all the time..and gives me
her number...im like..uh thanks..then she says..to top
it all off: but you know i could just call jakes cell
and ask for you hahahaah..im like..yeah..he..ha..ha..
then she left.
this is teal and my convo after:
me: i dont like her.. and i dont like the fact
she is in love with my brother..
teal: shes..uh...nice...
me: i dont want her to go out with my brother.
teal: shes nice rebecca..
me: i dont care. jake better not go out with her.
teal: but shes okay!
me: okay make her a guy and a guy that
wants to go out with your sister...now is she nice?
teal:..[pausing..pausing]..but shes...okay to
talk to....

i talked to ron at dons..my manager..and
now teal has an interview...muah haha! im
so excited for her!

i have no clue what the hell im supposed
to do about this..i know what is probably
best..but i cant DO that..because that is mean..ish
and i have no way to avoid..the situation..because
everywhere i turn..its there...anytime i think its gone..
and i can move along on my way i trip over it like
its a huge mother f-ing landscaping stone that
was put in a bad place so it looks stupid..but it doesnt
know that because it is dumb..as a rock..
that is a pERfect analogy...i cant even spell analogy.
what the f-k. i need to tell somebody this..with out
analogys or however the piss you spell it..but nobody
knows what im supposed to do either.
im not really sure of anything right now besides
im soooo happy i have friends.
someone to do things with to get my mind
off things. write more tomorrow..i have a WHOLE
other topic that can really be...discussed.aack.
rbecca